venting

so i need to vent...and i need to vent like now..so im venting...if you dont want to "listen" then just go on to the next blog..otherwise i guess enjoy?

i dont know where to start on my little rant...a lot has had me really thinking and really pushed to my limit lately. i guess i can start with work.

well i have been with the company for over 3 years now...and i realized a few days ago that never once have i asked for help with my workload, obviously i have needed help with the process of my job and had questions but i have always been able to do my work and get what my tasks were done even if it meant working late or coming in early i got it done. something else i have realized is that over the past 3 years somehow i always have managed to accumulate other peoples work...and lately its getting out of hand. when i am comign in on saturday adn they are at home...and i am working on stuff that is not my responsibility, something is wrong with that...and yesterday it really really got to a point where i couldnt take it anymore. someone was going to be out of the office for 2 days, and when i am getting ready for vacation i clean everything up so nothing is left for anyone else to do...well she informed me she was leaving me 4 or 5 starter files b/c she didnt feel the need to do them and felt i could handle them. i already am coming in saturday to work on a project...so im pretty busy...my desk is not a duming ground for work u dont want to do...ggrr...ok sorry just had to vent about that...

ok so what else...media...

so i havent watched the news in over a month actually probably going on 2 months now. i dont care to. and people assume b/c my boyfriend is in iraq that id watch the news. wrong...all i ever was hearing was how many people have been killed, now what kind of progress we have made over there, not the lives that are being changed b/c we are over there. and from what it sound slike when i hear conversations thats all that they continue to talk about the death toll. anything i know about the war is what nate tells me and it isnt much, pretty much this is what i know..what time he goes out each day, and when i can send my last package...thats it...i dont need to know more or less. so therefore i will continue to not read, watch, or listen to any news of any sort, and really i cant say i miss it all that much.

this is just a general vent lol...

when people support someone you love...dont get mad. dont get jealous. be glad that the person yo ulove has a strong support system which in turn could be your support system God forbid something happen to the person you love. it is much easier to be "alone" with friends then be all alone. just a thought for the day