Friday, December 01, 2006

1st days off

so the 1st 2 days off have been uneventful...yesterday went to lunch with my mom and aunt then had new community...which was AWESOME...Dr B hit yet another homerun...good stuff...today so far all i have accomplished was running out to get gas when it started to snow b/c I 1. hate getting gas when it snows and 2. I really dont go out much in the snow..and living where we do you jus tnever know how long it will last...but i prefer to let my car sit on a full tank rather than a quarter tank...and now im waiting for nate to call and to go to the store with my mom...funfun.

something Dr B said last night was we cant worry, its wasted energy..thats an attitude ive had for quite some time. worrying wont change anything or make anything easier. if anything it will make it harder. im not perfect at not worrying, i have my moments...but i have no worries about my decision to not work for awhile. it seems everyone else is more concerned than i am. i'll be OK, i appreciate the concern, it shows you care...and it means so so much to me..but spend your energy doing something a little more constructive.

i am so excited to see where this month leads me. its December, it is gonig to be 1 awesome month, Stephs bday, Food Drop, MERGE, Christmas, nate comes home, some other friends come home, new years, a lot of awesome times await this month and i am going to embrace them with open arms.

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